My last day in Nepal I woke early and took a flight in a small plane over the Himalayan Mountains and flew over the top of Mt. Everest, the highest point on earth. If I could say I have stood on that spot, at the top of the world, it would be an invaluable claim, but merely saying I have flown above it, is that worth anything at all? It must hold at least some value, for I have seen Everest, far above clouds and cloaked in the glisten of snow, a sparkling whit pluming over the cold gray of boulders. I have seen Everest and the more impressive peaks standings shorter in a royal march of mighty mountains. I may never stand on its top, wishing to tackle other adventures first, but at least I have seen its very tip high in the cold and cloudless air. At least I have that.
After the flight I walked to the main Hindi Temple in Kathmandu. It is called Pashipatinat, no idea on the spelling, but that is about how it sounds. I walked around looking for Krishna beads like those I use to wear 15 years ago that I bought when I use to visit the Krishna temple back home in Utah to enjoy the Sunday feast and celebrations. The beads at the temple back in Utah were much more to my liking, and during my visit this summer I will have to go back to that temple and see if they still have the same beads and the same Sunday celebrations.
Inside the temple grounds they have a crematorium where they burn the bodies of those passing on to a new stage of a reincarnate life cycle. Those bodies that I saw, slowly surrounded in flames, what will they be in their next life? Did they live their calling well? Will they progress one step closer to a final end of reincarnation and a dissolving in to the oneness and nothingness of all things? Will they become my newborn neighbors? Will they become some poor begging child I pass in some African country ten years from now? Will they remember any of their beliefs? Will they remember their goal and desire of Nirvana, of a blending in with matter? Will it be easy for them to progress if they do not remember, nor any longer believe what they were hoping for? While I do not personally believe in reincarnation, it is a fun thought to let your mind be carried away on, and at moments, I can let myself believe in anything at all.
I specifically went to that temple to see the Holy Men of Kathmandu who hang outside the temple with long beards and longer hair and painted faces. At times in my life I have not looked so different from them. They have a little hippy inside them as well. In pictures they always looked so fascinating, but when I saw them in person, I did not even want a picture myself. At first sight of me approaching they rose from their squalor and stood as tall they could. It was almost like a line up in a massage parlor when a man chooses what woman he most desires. They beckoned and begged and wrapped their hair as interesting they could. These men made their meager living by looking disheveled, and in photos they seemed wise and devout and pure, but in person they were merely homeless beggars living in rags outside the temple, eager and competing for photo opportunities with tourists, charging a fee for a picture of them or a picture with them. They were like the hounding shopkeepers all competing for your business, only these Holy Men competed for the flash of your camera and the required donation. It seemed posing in their straggly hair was their only trade, and I saw nothing holy in it, but instead a sad reality and disappointment. They did not seem like a great indigenous people or religious gurus, but only beggars wasting the day by smoking hash, unshaven and unclean. I do not doubt their devoutness. I do not know it, but like the long neck ladies of Thailand, they seemed to keep up their “authentic” look more to be a tourist site, so I passed up my photo op with the men I had come to the country hoping to get a picture with. I was not disappointed in my decision.
After the temple I went about Kathmandu looking to spend the last of my rupees, and that evening I took a flight back to Abu Dhabi, arriving at night. Once again my entire bag was searched. This country loves to single me out. They unfolded every piece of clothing, turned out every pocket, unscrewed the caps of my toothpaste and deodorant, patted down my body, and even flipped through the individual pages of my journal. It is becoming habitual for this to happen, and it takes over 30 minutes just for the search. That is what I call hippy profiling. Perhaps it serves me right showing up in airports the way I often do. I certainly do look to be exactly what I am not, a pot-smoke, drug smuggling hippy.
I arrived back at the camp at 2:00 a.m. and got to bed near 2:30 a.m., waking up for work at 4:45. That was over three months ago, three long months of life back in Al Gharbia, back with the Bedouin kids and the blank emptiness of Arabia. Soon though, soon, I will be somewhere beautiful again, the mountains of my home. We will talk of that soon.
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“KATHMANDU
THE ENERGY OF THE PLACE SLAMS LIKE A SHOCK wave... Kathmandu is so overwhelming, so packed with images, that succinct summaries seem almost impossible- certainly inadequate. I'm tempted to say ‘You'll understand when you get there....’It's a dream. I've never seen anything 1ike it.”
-David Yeadon, The Back of Beyond
THE ENERGY OF THE PLACE SLAMS LIKE A SHOCK wave... Kathmandu is so overwhelming, so packed with images, that succinct summaries seem almost impossible- certainly inadequate. I'm tempted to say ‘You'll understand when you get there....’It's a dream. I've never seen anything 1ike it.”
-David Yeadon, The Back of Beyond
well i'm enjoying wandering the earth with you and flying over mt. everest. i just returned from iceland where i went with a group for 2 weeks to explore my roots. check out my blog for photos of this. glad you were able to be home for a while and connect. mom's need to see their sons now and then. we are heading to santa fe to see my oldest son who lives there with family and avoids utah and mormons...lol! I am one and live in utah!
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